Live life as it is~

Today seems to be one of those days when all I want to do is take a notepad, pick up a few color pens, and draw out whatever I feel like – could be random doodles, some sort of typography, or just a copy of the scenery around me. And then order some pizza and ice-cream, snuggle nicely in my bed, and put on an animated movie or series. Ah, life would be so good if you could always do what you felt like doing at that moment.

In my current situation, I can, unfortunately, not do even a single of the above stated things. Reason? Simple enough: exams. Got the first one early morning tomorrow, and I’m yet to actually study properly. It’s not like I usually get this negligent with my studies, the problem is that I don’t have any motivation to do well ( or even take the test -_- ) tomorrow. I don’t wish to pursue anything related to my graduation field as a career, and I’m already working on my visual designing skills otherwise. But if I wish to go for a post-graduation course in communication, I’ll need to complete my graduation. Sucks, eh? The silver lining is that being a seven pointer already, I do not really have to score much this semester to maintain my grades. Even if I score somewhere around 6 to 6.7, I’d be alright overall. After all, I just need to be done with graduation, not win a gold medal in it. :)

To be honest, I think a major part of my ( slightly ) rebellious behavior concerning my studies is also stemming from the fact that I’m gonna start chumming in a couple of days. And of course, my mood swings are a joy to watch. Complete paisa vasool show, if you ask me. Everything loses its flavor for me, and I consider it my right to act as bitchy as possible. Doing absolutely random things, which I usually do not get the time for, is the only way to keep me sane and happy, lol. So I could go street shopping, read a book at a nearby cafe for hours, take long drives, sleep all day, visit some gallery, watch random movies, write journal entries, etcetera etcetera. Sounds crazy? I guess that would be a part of my charm, if you find me charming at all. ;)

Anyway, now that my mind has calmed down for a while, I should focus on my books for a while. Hopefully, I’ll be able to get done with it in four hours ( at max! ). If not, well, it’s not like I wanna top the university anyway, hah. And I’ll always have my books and colors to come back to. :D