Metamorphosis

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Archive for October, 2008

Diwali Break~

So finally! It’s a fortnight break, and I’ve got huge amounts of work to complete. College, bro’s wedding, and in general. And I don’t even feel like listing it out now. Cuz I’m just feeling too lazy to do absolutely anything! Sis isn’t online and I’m talking to some of my old friends. Which is a good thing by itself, but I wanted to talk about fandoms right now. And it’s so not fun without her. Most of all, it’s just a hell lot of hilarious talks we end up having which I bet nobody else can possibly make head or tail of. And the best part is, she rants about Konzen, I rant about Sanzo, and we still squeal together. xD

Anyway! I really want to write something right now, but I have no idea what do I really wanna write about. There are things which I don’t really write about, and there are things which I don’t feel are worthy of being written about. Then, there are things which I can’t write about because this is public and I don’t like to make it private, and there are things which just can’t be written about, either due to lack of words or sentiments. The point is – I wrote a lot of alliteration in these sentences. xD See, this is what I was writing about. I just don’t have anything to write about, still I wrote a whole paragraph and even used some of the figures of speech. Ooh, am I awesome at writing or what? ( LMAO! )

Right, that’s the end of it. Just for the heck of it, I can keep on writing endlessly because I just love typing in general. And I love writing in general as well. Though it’s more of problem if I have to write it with a pen and paper. Too much of a hassle. That’s why I’d love to have a laptop so that I can write in any absolute position. Well, not any absolute one, but yeah, you got the drift. So what’s the moral of the story? :-D

Just like that

Sometimes, it’s really necessary just to write out your thoughts. Or so do I think. Well anyway, it is important for me. Like right now, I’m just really really frustrated due to all the stupid things happening together. On one hand, there are some pretty good results to be happy about, and on the other, some really troublesome things I can’t do a ditz about. And this does not even include the ever increasing lag in my work. It feels like… somewhere inside… I’ve kinda snapped and just don’t wanna do anything anymore for a while. And then I worry about it cuz I know my deadlines are shooting over again and again. For example, right now, I should be completing my EG Sketchbook but I’m feeling so horrible that I don’t wanna move a finger ( though it’s a different matter that I can’t type otherwise as well >.> ). I’ll have to stay up tonight, most probably. Have got to finish Sheet 2 & 3 at least. Maybe I can get the 4th one done tomorrow and get the starting sign on Friday. It’s seriously a pain in the neck, literally as well.

Whatever. Break starts on the 25th and there’s a hell lot of submission work to get done with. Along with all the preparations for bro’s wedding. Man, I just don’t get the big deal, really! Hopefully, I’ll be able to spend a couple of days just having fun by myself ( a far-fetched hope, but still ) before I’m dragged around to get the shopping and other arrangements done. Anyway, I don’t even feel like writing anymore now. So yeah, later.

PS : Gonna post some of my latest poems next time. When I’m in a better mood. Heh.