Metamorphosis
Live life as it is~Archive for March, 2008
Busy busy days!!
For almost a fortnight from now, I’m going to be so damn busy that it kinda scares the hell out of me. A the moment, I’m overloaded with lagged studies and graphic designing already. I have got my major exam on the 10th of April, and another important exam just two days after that. And I’m still not done with the syllabus of either of them. I won’t say I am not nervous, because I’m really a lot nervous. So much that it’s actually affecting my sleep pattern now. One- I just sleep in the wee hours of the morning, and from today, that’s all I’d be getting whether I decide to take a nap then or not. Two- I have so much designing-to-be-done pending that I think it will take me at least a week to complete them. Not to mention all that would gather up during this fortnight. I have another major test on the 27th later the next month, in which I really want to perform as well as I can. Not that I want to get into a good grad college from that test, it’s just for my self-satisfaction. That I can perform awesomely if only I put in some effort. But primarily, I have to do my best-est on the 10th. I mess that up, and my personal dream is kinda over. Of course, I can get better colleges than the one I’m trying to get into through this one, but this one’s local, and I want to stay at a place from where I can work freely, which I don’t think is really possible from a hostel. My net connections, computer, books, extra stuff– it’s all so much that it will be a trouble to my parents arranging everything for me. And so I’ll have to compromise which I simply don’t want to. Add to that, my brother’s going to get married the coming November. The preparations for it have already started ( yeah, an Indian wedding, so you can understand, lol ) and I know that I’ll have to head a major part of it because people here are too hyper and always excited to do anything with a sensible-leveled head. Ranging from shopping to the arrangements to management to the actual execution of the event. ( Can I please curse someone for this whole new levels of annoyance?! )
All for now, I need to get back to work before I miss out more on my precious time. Hope I’m able to get done with the wallpaper I’m currently designing, at least. It is to be submitted today ( yep, deadline~ ), and I still need to put in around 45 minutes to complete it. Yeah, I’m that slow. -_- I’ve seen people make wallpapers in freakin’ 20 minutes! And I’ve already spent something like two hours on it. Damn, I so suck at it. Then again, given it’s my first, if only the outcome satisfies me, I’ll be content. xD
Later then!~ ^_^