24th Oct., 2007

Alright, so I’m pissed off / tired / bored– well, a dangerous combo, if you ask me, but hell, it’s that annoying right now. Just put a cake in the oven for baking some few minutes ago, and am trying to empty out my mind listening to some gothic music. Man, I’m beginning to enjoy all these strong beats and witchy feel of such stuff. So anyway, I was baking the aforementioned for my ‘dear’ brother– it’s his birthday today–, who supposedly promised to get back by 4 pm, and is still not in the vicinity ( it’s 6.30 now ). And for the record, he made that particular promise over 10 times. Reason for the first state. Tired cuz I’ve had to juggle between lots of stuff, and considering I’m organising the whole thing, I need to shop a bit as well… and I don’t have a vehicle at disposal! Long time since I felt like breaking someone’s head… or mine instead; to escape all this crap. Like, okay, I don’t have any probs with baking a cake or anything, but really, shouldn’t you be actually there to celebrate a birthday? What the hell is the point in me and mom working it off, and all he does is to come home, cut the cake, eat the food, watch the TV, and go to sleep?!

Well, whatever. This is the reason people are generally boring. And this is the reason I should write more. It really cools me off. Heh. Mmm… seems like the cake has finished baking. Gotta check it out. Be back after putting in the second round!
25th Oct., 2007

Okay, so I never got back yesterday. Bhaiyya arrived just around the time I was putting in the second cake, and then it proceeded as I had anticipated. With the exception of playing some dumbcharades after dinner, which was quite a bit of fun, yeah… but ended too soon. Still, at least, we did something! -meh-

Anyway, today began with a lot of work. I was just running around, or driving like crazy all morning. Papa had a meeting, and he had a lot of preparation left to complete for it. I had to help him out in executing every single little task ( which included something like buying a CD as early as eight in the morning from somewhere, and no, a DVD won’t work even though I had a pack of them ). The same thing happened with my bro. Finally, I had to go buy my lunch, and do some other chores. Plus points were that I got my scooterette back ( finally! ), had noodles all day XD, and watched quite a few of the downloaded and begging to be watched episodes of FMA. Heh. And I slept a lot, as I felt damn feverish for the better part of the morning.

Right now, I was planning for quite some while. I arrived upon a strategy to pursue my studies. Separating out my weak and strong areas, and their respective significance in the entrance exams, I figured that I should focus on completing the Maths portion initially, mixing it with a bit of anything I like to study along, then move onto Physics ( Part I ), as I don’t remember everything as such in there. Finishing this, I will need to get over the Physics ( Part II ), and handle Chemistry the last, as I’m really good at it. Looks like a plan to me, hope I’m able to put it into action. I also need to complete all the BT papers Manasi got me, alongwith the MBD tests, and other objective books. Whew. -pats herself- I can do it. Hopefully. Lol. Hell, I can do it properly. No doubt.

So then, I gotta get going now. Got some work to get over with, before I get to my studies. Wish me luck~!